The former Playboy bunny told Ryan Seacrest in an interview on E! that the sextape , showing her having sex with her ex-boyfriend when she was just 18 years old, is “extremely embarrassing. I am a very open person, I am very honest about my life, but a sextape was definitely not what I wanted in my life.”

Wilkinson choked up when explaining that just after getting married the NFL player Hank Baskett and giving birth to her first child, this was not the ideal time for something like this to come out.

“This had to come out now, it had to come out when I finally cleaned up my life,” she said. “I told you, this is hard!”

Vivid Entertainment reportedly signed a deal where Wilkinson received a six figure initial payment, and could make millions more.

The porn distributor said advance sales for “Kendra Exposed” were the highest in the company’s history.

Seacrest’s interview with Kendra airs at 7pm ET Tuesday on E!.